Beautiful Just as I am...

Some days I feel like a failure but i'm not. I'm moving forward--

PROGRESS, NOT PERFECTION.

I know what life is like without addiction and it's good, really good. You smile, you laugh, and you don't have to fake it. You can have a conversation...When I put God first, above me, above Brad, I live a healthier life and i'm able to love better. Not just my husband, Not just others, but myself... 

2014 Year In Review..

.I had wasted my life and i felt such shame. i didn't know Jesus yet so i had no hope...i parked in the parking lot, looked at my 3 rolled up $1 bills and the small rock of cocaine i had left, crushed it, snorted it, and then went inside. walking first, then running, then screaming. ..

SO... I am accepting my own challenge--I am going to spread love using my art and creativity to show people I care about them. God calls us to Love Him and To Love others...I'm on a quest to do just that. Why? Because I can, and so can you.  You don't have to go.........

Birthdays are one of my favorite things and birthday parties that involve painting are by far one of the best ways to spend my day. Bailey and Addison are two of my favorite girls. They are so kind, graceful, they love art, and they love Jesus. They invited me to their birthday party to teach some of their friends how to paint so we did just that!

The Blog Post Ann Voskamp Blogged About--

I recently got asked by a friend to create a Birthday Piece using all the highlights made in Ann Voskamp's book "1000 gifts" -- I got Jessica's book from her and began reading through every highlighted page, there were a lot of great....

Journaling Bible- FAQ

Recently I came across a hashtag on Instagram that was #journalingbible -- after I clicked on it I immediately had to go get one of these neat things. Apparently they've been around for a long time but I had no idea such a cool thing existed.....

"That's when i found new friends and a new idol in drugs. this is when the fun stopped and life got bad real fast. On my quest to feel loved i broke up multiple marriages, stole a lot of things, got into a lot of fights, and embarrassed myself more often than not. I didn't have a home and would sleep wherever and with whoever i needed  to."

Living by the spirit

She didn't accept my invitation and replied with something along the lines of "the only difference between you and me is that you walk into that building and I don't." That hit me hard......

Letting myself go..

Patience never was my area of expertise because it requires waiting and at that, I am no good. I want things now...marriage, babies, success, health, inspiration, muscles(this could go on forever.) Christmas at my house growing up is an awesome example of my extreme impatience. My mom would......